Hi :)
Do you remember me? Probably not, but that's okay. It's my fault, forgive me.
Oh and if you've commented on my previous posts, thank you, especially to the people who have given me university advice. It is greatly appreciated.
I don't have time to be writing this, but i'm procrastinating.
OHMYGOD DO YOU KNOW WHAT I DID?
Guess Karo.
Okay, you suck at guessing, I'll tell you.
I sang.
No not in the shower, i do that anyway. I mean proper wala. On a stage. With a mic. In front of a bunch of people.
I had never even spoken into a mic before let alone sang in one.
It was TERRIFYING.
I had my eyes closed for most of the time though. :p
But still. i was on a STAGE.
Rehearsals before that were for two weeks. so for two weeks, i stayed back at school till eight or six, so i couldn't do anything when i got home but sleep.
then the day before the final singing day (friday), i saw the notice on the board that said UCAS applications were due by the next week, and i freaked out, because i hadn't even started my personal statement.
on saturday, i decided i wasn't applying to the UK anymore and i was super relieved.
then on Sunday, i decided i DID want to apply to the UK and i started freaking out and wrote my (super crappy) personal statement in two hours. i then sent it to my teacher, who fixed it a bit, and said it had the potential to be great but was just mediocre right now.
So now i have to fix that.
BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW.
i think i'll just send it as it is.
But then i won't get in anywhere and i'll be sad.
I haven't even started thinking abut my America/Canada applications yet. this will be done on Friday then i'll move on to my US kay forms. hopefully.
And i have my SAT in a couple of weeks. Haven't started studying for that. Because i'm an idiot.
Did you notice the sudden change in weather? i woke up this morning and i was COLD. Thanda wala cold.
and it's really dry. It smells like winter. :) I love it.
OH and i got my hair cut, which is why it looks so short in that drawing above. Its super short. just barely touching my neck type. It was insanely strange at first, and my hand kept going up to my head to feel it, but i',m used to it now. The comments on my hair when i went to school were ridiculous though. they ranged from "you look like a Shi tzu" to "if you dyed your hair, it would look like Marilyn Monroe's hair" to "It brings out your personality. it's very cat like."
I didn't know my personality was cat like. I prefer dogs. Not that i would like to be told i look like one, even if it's a cute dog. (refer to Shi Tzu comment)
Positives about my hair:
It takes a quarter of the time it used to take to shampoo and condition
It takes an eighth of the time it used to take to dry
I don't need to brush it anymore
Its really fun to whip it back and forth ;p
My head feels lighter.
Do you remember me? Probably not, but that's okay. It's my fault, forgive me.
Oh and if you've commented on my previous posts, thank you, especially to the people who have given me university advice. It is greatly appreciated.
I don't have time to be writing this, but i'm procrastinating.
OHMYGOD DO YOU KNOW WHAT I DID?
Guess Karo.
Okay, you suck at guessing, I'll tell you.
I sang.
No not in the shower, i do that anyway. I mean proper wala. On a stage. With a mic. In front of a bunch of people.
I had never even spoken into a mic before let alone sang in one.
It was TERRIFYING.
I had my eyes closed for most of the time though. :p
But still. i was on a STAGE.
Rehearsals before that were for two weeks. so for two weeks, i stayed back at school till eight or six, so i couldn't do anything when i got home but sleep.
then the day before the final singing day (friday), i saw the notice on the board that said UCAS applications were due by the next week, and i freaked out, because i hadn't even started my personal statement.
on saturday, i decided i wasn't applying to the UK anymore and i was super relieved.
then on Sunday, i decided i DID want to apply to the UK and i started freaking out and wrote my (super crappy) personal statement in two hours. i then sent it to my teacher, who fixed it a bit, and said it had the potential to be great but was just mediocre right now.
So now i have to fix that.
BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW.
i think i'll just send it as it is.
But then i won't get in anywhere and i'll be sad.
I haven't even started thinking abut my America/Canada applications yet. this will be done on Friday then i'll move on to my US kay forms. hopefully.
And i have my SAT in a couple of weeks. Haven't started studying for that. Because i'm an idiot.
Did you notice the sudden change in weather? i woke up this morning and i was COLD. Thanda wala cold.
and it's really dry. It smells like winter. :) I love it.
OH and i got my hair cut, which is why it looks so short in that drawing above. Its super short. just barely touching my neck type. It was insanely strange at first, and my hand kept going up to my head to feel it, but i',m used to it now. The comments on my hair when i went to school were ridiculous though. they ranged from "you look like a Shi tzu" to "if you dyed your hair, it would look like Marilyn Monroe's hair" to "It brings out your personality. it's very cat like."
I didn't know my personality was cat like. I prefer dogs. Not that i would like to be told i look like one, even if it's a cute dog. (refer to Shi Tzu comment)
Positives about my hair:
It takes a quarter of the time it used to take to shampoo and condition
It takes an eighth of the time it used to take to dry
I don't need to brush it anymore
Its really fun to whip it back and forth ;p
My head feels lighter.
Don't be like my cousin. He took six months after his a levels to decide what he was going to do with his life.
ReplyDeleteAnd the short hair looks really cute! :D
How did you do when you were singing? Was it a solo thing? Whatever it was, that woulda taken guts. Kudos 'n stuff.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with the university stuff as well. It can be really hard trying to decide what to do, and I know the pressure really does build up.
Godspeed, yo.
hahahaha i so wanna have a haircut but i cant since i already had one 2months back and they are still too short to get a proper cut :P
ReplyDeleteYou're so cute hahaha. You made my day ^^
ReplyDeleteYou sang? I wanna hear you singggg! :D.
ReplyDeleteAll the best with the uni stuff man.
Take it easy and stay smiling.
:)
Best of luck for your SATS.!
ReplyDeleteCricketfreak: lol, i know what i want to do. I just don't know where :(
ReplyDeleteand thanks :)
Ash: I was told i was good, and i wasn't booed off the stage, so yeah..
yes, it was solo. That was one of the reasons i was so freaked out, because everyone else was singing with other people. Before the show, i was so nervous i started spewing all kinds of nonsense and i freaked out the music head and my piano player. it was funny. (in hindsight, i mean.) it took up every last bit of gut i possessed.
thankyouu. there was this meeting where poeple from other places came and said that these few months would decide my life basically. i mean i knew that, but it scared me like anything.
Aliza Khan: How short is it that it can't even be cut?
i read somewhere once that you should get your hair cut every three weeks. of course, this isn't at all practical.
Y.Hayat: :D
and you made mine :)
Nas: now i do, anyway :p
Pakistan aa jao. Phir sunaoon gi.
Thankyouuu
HBL: Thanksss :) I need it!
Congrats on your new hair!
ReplyDeleteHurrah for short hair. I can't get it cut short 'cause mine will poof up and frizz. Yuck.
ReplyDeleteI'm so proud of you for singing your heart out in front of that crowd. :P
It's nice to read your blog again. I missed you, yaar. It's just that I've been loaded up with work from school.