Sunday, 24 April 2011


I seriously hate myself right now.
I'm SO frustrated with me. I want to scream
I had this opportunity to do something that I don't think i'd ever get again. EVERYONE told me to do it. that its a good experience. I had a day to reply to the email. I thought about it too much. and I replied too late. I COULD have done it sooner, but I'm a friggin IDIOT.
And I'm so jealous right now of the people who did  get selected for it.
I KNOW it's my own fault. And I KNOW that there's no point in feeling bad about it now, or thinking "what if..?" but I really cant help it. I was in a crabby mood all of yesterday because of it and there's this heavy, disappointed feeling in my gut. I wish it would go away.

Monday, 18 April 2011

I have my A levels in May.
May is a few days away.
My mocks ended a week ago.
The farewell for the A2s was Saturday.
I haven't resumed studying.
I didn't get the best exam results.
I waste my time on fictionpress ALL DAY.
What suckage.


It's HOT. Really hot.
It's also April. It's not SUPPOSED to be this hot. But it is.
We don't have spring, or autumn, just summer and winter. It's unfair really.
and winter isn't even all that cold.

Monday, 11 April 2011

Brownie Batter

Why does the batter always taste so much better than the finished product?

The Betty Crocker box said "Do not eat raw batter"
I ate it anyway.
I'm such a rebel.

Thursday, 7 April 2011

This is one of my favourite TED talks. Sarah Kay is brilliant. I think I fell in love with her a little bit.


Well, if you are reading this, you have probably been clicking on link after link, trying to find some way to fill up all this free time that is glaring at you, mocking you because you have nothing better to do. 
Or you just like going through blogs.
It's strange, writing this. With no particular audience. This one blog post may well just end up floating around somewhere in cyberspace with no one to read it, all alone and sad.
Or it could make friends with all the other crap that no one reads on the internet. There's a lot of that these days. Useless stuff on the internet, I mean. But hey, time pass for us bored souls, eh?

I'm pretty new to this whole blogging concept, but I am able to go on for hours about nothing. sometimes making absolutely no sense. Okay, most of the time.

I have yet to figure out all the layout options here, but I think I did pretty well for my first try, don't you? especially considering the fact that, after my father, I am the most technologically handicapped person I know.

You know what I love most about blogs? You can write whatever you want and no one can say anything to you about it. you can go on and on about yourself, or your pet goldfish, (creatively named Goldie), and no one can say anything to you about it, because its yours. 
I am also hoping that this will eventually improve my nonexistent typing skills.

I probably shouldn't have started a blog smack dab in the middle of my A levels, but oh well. 
For some reason, everything just seems way more appealing during exams than after them.